Bursting These Thoughts

Since I'll be going off real soon to further my studies, I am most likely gonna do major updates in this blog. And may I say, this may be a good platform for me to express my feelings and let my friends know what's been going on with my life. Hehe.
So, expect many updates and pix too. Hehe. 

-LoLo-

I am so sorry that I didn't update my Vox for the last 3 weeks. I just don't have ideas to blog and my connection won't let me be online for almost a week. Hmmm. Actually I still don't know what to blog about. Lately it's really hard to express my feelings to anyone. All of these feelings mix and mingle inside of me provoking many mind-boggling thoughts.

During the Earth Day Celebration in school, I didn't come to school. Sure, I'll admit it here. I think it's pointless. Maybe I'm wrong but I have my reasons of why I didn't come to school that day. Thinking that the Earth Day Celebration is boring and tiring, I decided to join Ameline and Samantha to go to the Taman Rimba Library. Knowing what will come up in exam, we decided to study at the library during that day and to revise some of the Form 4 syllabus that we definetely have forgotten.

I wonder why the school made such big deal out of it. We didn't come to school for ONE freaking day and we were there inside the discipline room, having no rights to defend our self against an unforgiving line of displine teachers. WHat annoys me more is when they asked about something, they wanted us to speak up and defend ourselves but everytime you tried to explain, they will interupt you and point out every single mistake and wouldn't even let us finish our statements. Talk about rudeness. Hmph.

After the "death sentence" from Teacher Surilla : Kamu bukan lagi Pengakap ah mula dari sekarang (You're no longer Scouts as from this moment), we have to deal with some more drama inside the class. Blaming each other, insulting one another, making fun out of the misery and all of this madness didn't stop until recess.

In this situation, you'll feel very guilty. Guilty as charged by Teacher Surilla and guilty for not having the guts to defend your friend. Somehow I disagree with my classmates' ways of blaming other. They attack in a way that's very sensitive. Somehow that's very wrong. I feel guilty for joining them for a second.

Thank goodness I got the guts to ask Jamilah if she was the antagonist in the drama that had just happened. She called me and cleared things up with me. At least I feel much better.

Then came the 08 Scout Tenderfoot Camp. Since I was expelled out of Scout by Teacher Surilla, it's really nerve-wrecking to go inside BP house as if nothing had happened. A person will never forgets the bad things that other people do to them. I bet Teacher Surilla still remember every single words that she said to us in the discipline room. Hmmm.

I bet she's really pissed off and disappointed in me now, for not being able to commit myself to something as simple as being the Service-Co for the Tenderfoot Camp. This is what you called an insult to injury. Sigh. And I never intended to do such act of 'betrayal'.

Nowadays, I can't study right, I can't eat right, I can't do things right. If I'm surfing the net, I don't know what to surf. If I tried to study, I don't know what to study about. If I wanna talk to somebody, my words won't come across right. But there's two things that have healed my soul gradually. Singing and dancing.

I randomly downloaded some Malay song and I came across a song from Juwita Suwito - Teman Sejati. It's a really nice song. I can relate it totally to my life. And whenever I sing this song, it feels really comforting and it gives you that sense of relieved.

Don't be suprised. I dance. Whenever I dance in my room, I'll be in my own mode. I turn up the music so loud that I can feel the rhythm and beat flowing through my body and the adrenalines really helps sometimes.

Suddenly, some of my friends cme to me to ask for help. Most of them asked me to listen to their problems and give my two cents worth in it. I keep a lot of secrets but I wonder why I don't tell anyone my secrets. Some of my friends know some of my secrets but I'm keeping many more things inside. Listening to others made me think so hard. How come they tell me their secrets and I don't go telling them my secret.

SPM is coming soon. I haven't been doing anything much lately. I sleep early and I go to school but apart from the school's PnP, I don't reall open my book and read. Sigh.

I wanna blog more but I think this is quite enough. I need to regroup and revalue myself. Thanks for reading.

Not a single update from any of us. Haha. I wanted to post something but my mind wasn't flowing the way i wanted it to be. So here I am. With nothing to talk about. Hope you guys will post soon. I have no idea of what to post.

I'm so damn tired right now. I just came home after an exhausting a long bus trip from school. My butt is damn sore and my back is cracking up. But here I am, blogging away at my pleasure. I just have to blog today. I just felt the urge to type out a blog post. I mean, I haven't been blogging for so long already.

During English period just now, Teacher Dal asked us to write out a problem that we are facing or to create one if we don't have any. It's the kind of problems that you can read out in any magazines that offers help and advices. I don't know what to write in the beginning, but then I just made myself think of the past and all my thought flowed smoothly right after. I have always been questioning why do teachers compare our class to other class. The teachers always assumed that we, the Makmurians, thinks that we are better than all the other classes. That's really wrong. We DON'T compare ourselves to the other classes. We are too busy talking and studying in class that we don't have time to brag about our class.

I just hate it when teachers would say "Kelas 5S lagi bagus dari kelas kamu ni", "Jangan kamu ingat kamu 5M kamu sudah pandai ya", "5T tak payah tanya cikgu mau hantar buku atau tidak, mereka sudah tau", "I have 10 students in 5 Aman that passed my paper u know..? Kamu ni apa? Failure..", "Kamu ni 5M... mesti jadi contoh!"

Ugh! Stop It! Just Stop iT! iT's not like we're the one bragging about our position in school. We never asked any of the teachers to give us special treatments in school. We never ever asked them to praise us, what more asking them to belittle the other classes.

If the teachers want us to be "good" like the other classes, then treat us like you treat the other classes. It'll be fair and then you can compare us to your likings. Ugh.

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Hmmm... Well, it was fun today. We only had Teacher Rainul and Dalvinder coming into our class today. Teacher Fauziah took a sick leave so she wasn't in. Teacher Wanihim is in Kuching right no so Moral and Maths is off for the week. During EST, most of the students in our class went out for the theater showcase in UMS. Teacher Mariati didn't wanna teach us since there wasn't many of us left in class.

I didn't do anything the whole day except during Add Maths and English. I listened to some Chinese songs with Agnes during BM and we were all strolling around in the hall for the IPTA pameran.

Hmmm... I got nothing more to write. I'm just so drained out now. I need to rest..

Sigh...

Well, where do I start? I had one of the best experience I ever had in Sarawak. I came to Sarawak with a goal and vision. I wanted to be closer to all my relatives. I didn't come there to shop. But I did brought my angpows and gambling "earnings" there. I brought about RM170 there.

First day - 8/3/07
Just finished the Biology and Add Maths test. I successfully answered all the question confidently although I'm still having doubts. At home, I cooked a lnch for myself before packing my clothes. After several hours of surfing the net, my mum asked my to get ready to go the airport.

At the airport, I met up with all my cousins, aunts and uncles. After a long wait, we finally boarded the AirAsia flight. I sat near to my cosuins, Sheryl and Trevor or as we call him, Ayo. It was funny to be sitting next to these two person as we all loves to talk and crack jokes. We criticize the stewardesses named Audrey and Jennifer. Haha. I love doing that. We snooped a keropok "Jigz" into the plane. We secretly ate the snack and everytime Audrey or Jennifer pass us by, I would hide the keropok inside my sweater. How silly. They are expecting people to pay Rm6.00 for a plain cup of mamee Slurp noodle with a stupid potrait of Mawi on it.

Moving on, after we arrived in Kuching, we went up a School bus. Yes, I said School bus and No, you're not having problems with your eyesight. We went all the way to the Kuching talking and yapping in the bus. We checked in the hotel and Oh! before that, there was this pondan being this receptionist and guess what? that was a sign to us that we'll be seeing lots and lots more like him err her. And we were right, my aunt and eye kept a close watch on the "women" of Sarawak. Indeed, some of them are fake! Haha. Ugly man wearing make-ups having big arms and have misai hidden underneath those make-ups. Eww.

2nd Day - 9/03/07
Woke up so early today. Today we'll be going up Mount Singai. All of our family members wore grey t-shirt designed specially for this trip. It's like a uniform. Anyway, we took the big School bus to go there. It took about 1 hour 30 minutes before we finally got there. We took some pictures at the bottom of the Mountain and then started out journey.

We went up the mountain through the way of the cross. We had to stop at each station to pray. There was about 14 stations at the mountain. Anyway,along the way, my cousin Ayo keep on trying to shake the Langsat trees in hopes the fruits will go down. I took a lot of pictures there. A lot of irrelevant pictures up there. Most of them are nature's picture. I don't really care for the nature but seeing the beautiful sceneries and living things at the mountain was special. It seemed beautiful and I managed to snap some pictures of some creatures.

We took many pictures near the grotto of Mother Mary at the top of the mountain. Cousin Ayo did the "senteki" (pronounced as cent-te-key) the grotto of Mother Mary. Haha. Gilz. We prayed a rosary and after that went to the dining hall to eat. We went down the mountain and waite for the bus at the bottom of the hill. At this time, my uncle asked us many riddles and we sold him just as much and it was a lot of fun. We didn't even realised that an hour of waiting passed so quickly because it was full of laughter and we thinked a lot. That made the day perfect.

Next, we enjoyed more riddle session during the bus ride and planned to go for a kbox session later. That very evening, we went to Crowne Plaza to shop. I bought myself a new pair of sandals. Well, actually, my dad bought it for me. Itu pun mau dekat brapa minit tu mau cari tu, bida lagi tu sandals tu. Haha.

I followed my cousins( Ian and Ayo) browsing around Parkson and then we went down a floor and we saw Mr Magic! Oh sorry. I bet you guys don't know what Mr Magic is. Mr Magic is a shop which sells waffles, tokiwado and kaya balls. I was so obsessed with their waffles during my previous trip to Kuching. Sedap! I always picked Chocolate to go with Peanut Butter and when these two spreads combine with the hot waffle, eeeeeeeeeemmmmmm!! The waffle is just so CRISPY! and in that very moment where you bite the crust of the waffle, the chocolate and the peanut butter just melts into your mouth because the hot waffle melts the spreads and it spread to your mouth and believe me, it sends you to the seventh heaven! Oh my. I'm missing it now!

Oh yeah, back to the Plaza. My two cousins also bought the waffles and we savour the waffles in minutes. We all sat together around a table and Ayo asked Ian to buy him a drink and so Ian asked me what I wanted and FYI, that's pretty rare because we don't talk that much. Well, specifically, we rarely speak a word to each other. When we do talk, it'll be about somebody asked me to ask him something and vice versa. So, I told him I'll take whatever he take. Haha. After that, I got separated from my cousins as I followed my dad to buy the sandals.

After buying the sandals, I received a call from Ayo. He said they were already near the kbox place. I was so suprised that they left me behind because they mention of going together to that place. So, just to catch up to them, I ran from the plaza, like I just stole something inside. Haha. I met my cousin Sheryl and her family at the Waterfront and we walked together to the Medan Pelita, where the Kbox is.

We met up with Ian and Ayo at this Arcade and me, Sheryl and San San (Sheryl's cousin who followed me and Sheryl from the Waterfront) joined in the game. We played Daytona and also played some shooting game. Haha. Syok ni. Timbak- timbak orang. Anyway, we finished playing at the arcade and we proceed to the Kbox area.

I traded RM5 for 5 tokens and Ayo did the same. We went inside two different kbox. Me, Ayo and Ian in one and Sheryl and San San in the other. Ayo and Ian sang Creed's My Sacrifice together and I just join in without the mic. After that, Ayo left the box to take a call and I was left inside the box with Ian. There was a awkward silence inside the box, so I asked him to pick a song to start off a silly conversation. Then, we started conversing like a normal people. It was really nice actually. It made me reminisce our past. We were the best of friends before and time change everything. Argh!

But things did pick up nicely after that, we started singing like idiots. When his brother came back inside, we sang even more hysterically! Haha. After that, an unexpected twist happened. When we were singing our ass off the song "Berjuta Batu" by Alleycats, a girl peeked into our box and she opened the door and put her head inside and listened to us singing. My cousin Ayo said "Hi" then she Hi-ed back. Then she said " Cina ker?" Ayo replied "bukan, kami dari Sabah". The ugly lady replied " Oh.. Cine!!!". My cousin said "Bukan, kami dari Sabah ba.. Orang Kadazan." She said "Oh, dari Sabah! Oh ok". It seems that she believed us bein Sabahan only after hearing the word ba from the mouth of my cousin. Haha. Trademark orang Sabah Ba tu.

After that, we went back to hotel and I went out with them to have our dinner. So fun hanging out with them.

3rd Day - 10/03/07

We woke up very early today to go to Seriken. I wore simple clothes to go there. A tshirt and my bermuda shorts and my new sandals. Haha. The bus ride to Seriken was long and bumpy. My ass hurt. Haha. Don't mind the language please. There, I followed my cousins again, Ian and Ayo, this time with Papa Adik and Aunty Lydia. Seriken is consists of many stalls. It was like a day version of Pasar Malam. I bought a new baseball cap, 9-in-1 DVD for the price of RM5, some souvenirs and food. It was fun browsing around their shops as you get to see the dealers trying so hard to attract us, the customers, with horrible qualities of products which is displayed "cutely". Haha.

About 12 o'clock, we went back to the bus only to find that the bus had a little technical difficulties. It couldn't be started. It was an agony to stand under the unforgiving ray of sunlight because from the moment we arrived in Seriken til noon, the Sun didn't even got covered by the clouds. So hot. Haha

Something happened after that but I'm so lazy to put it here. Haha.

That evening, we walked to these pottery shop and some souvenirs shop. I think. I can't really recall what happened because I was really tired by then. I do know that we went back to the hotel and we went to the church shortly after that.

I just have to post about this! The church's choir wasn't a choir. It was more like a band. No, it is a band! Very nice. They had percussions, piano, guitar and they switch the singer in every song. I love it so much! I feel so deeply connected to the Lord hearing them praise. I opened my mouth and started singing loudly, ignoring the old lady who keeps on turning her back to see my face. Haha. If Stella Maris did that, I'm sure I'll volunteer myself to be a part of it. Because that made the mass alive!

After the mass, all of us who went to the church walked all the way to Wisma Hopoh and Electra House. Believe me, It's FAR. Haha. I got the chance to talk to Valentino, my cousin's ipar and his sister Evan. The walk back to the hotel was not tiring at all. I just love it, strolling around by the Waterfront, watching the pretty lights reflected brightly at the water on that very dark night. I had a chat with Sheryl's grandma. She told me about her past experience of being in Kuching 10 years ago. Haha. It was fun because her grandma knows how to tell a story.

4th Day - 11/03/07

We got ready for the day and took our breakfast at the hotel's restaurant. The wedges was hot and tasty! Haha. We suprised my little sister with a birthday cake and she blew the candles in less than a second i think. Haha. After that, we went straight to the bus and went to this Shop. They showed us a video about Bird nest and then let us shop at their shop which have many bird nest. Woah. I even tried a Ginger Wine. Macam Ayam Lihing punya rasa.

Then, we went to a shop selling carpets and souvenir. Boring. So, I'm skipping this part. Haha. After that, we went back to the hotel to keep some things that we bought at the shops and then went down town again to take our lunch. After that, I met up with my cousins(Ayo and Ian) again and I followed them browse a shop called "Underground Shop". My uncle was there too. One of my aunt said to me " Pigi la ikut dorang, ikut la geng laki2.. takkan ko sini ja". You see, I'm a lot closer to my female relatives than to the male. But I realised that the fact is I'm actually capable of reversing that very fact. Haha. Did my sentence made sense?

Anyway, we went to India Street after that. India Street is more or less very similar to Seriken. A lot of stuff being sold at a bargainable price. I bought myself a sling bag. My cousin Sheryl helped me bought it. At first, the bag was priced at RM35.90. We bargain with this Cina tamaha and got a very low price for that bag. RM24. Very nice. Haha. I love that bag. Black and cute.

Many things happened at the India Street also. It was fun! Please do ask me if you wanna know more of my experience here. Haha. Ni la ni kes malas sudah mau update.

After that, we dined at Tun Jugah and I continued shopping at Sarawak plaza. I'm getting bored. This post is getting too long don't you think. Haha.

Then, we went back to our hotel and started packing our things.

Last Day - 12/03/07

It was sad to finally be leaving Kuching. I wanted more time to spend with my cousins. Sigh. Anyway, our flight was scheduled at 10.30 am to take off. But, Air Asia delayed the flight to 15.20 ! Thankfully, they gave us this meal voucher which can be claimed at any food outlet inside the Airport. We instantaneously picked KFC to trade in the voucher. And so we did. We trade the voucher for the Colonel burger meal. Haha.

Upon waiting for the time to finally be in a plane, Me and my cousins each slept at these chair that suppose to function as a massager. Since the chair was out of order, we took the chance to sit on that chair without paying for it. I think I slept for almost an hour just sitting on that chair. After that, 3.20 was showed on my watch and I knew something was wrong because there was no plane at Gate 3, the gate where we are suppose to board the plane. Sadly, my instincts were right. Our flight was further delayed to 5.20 pm! Crazy! This time, they gave us a box full of snacks to past the time. Oh yeah, I bought an amplier to be use for any device that have earphone jack.

We finally boarded the plane at about 5.10 pm. Me, Sheryl, Ayo, Ian, Ilom and San San sat at the last row of the plane seats and we quickly memorised the stewardesses' names. Hayati and Elizabeth. Haha. I don't remember the steward's name. Haha. Ayo gave a nick name to Elizabeth : "Ridsect". Because according to him, Elizabeth's perfume smelled like a mosquito repelent. Haha. We keep a close eye on Ridsect and we even took viceos of her. Haha.

When the plane landed, we were the last row to stand up. My cousin even got the chance to take picture with Ridsect and the steward. Haha. Gila.

That was quite a flight.

Anyway, we took our things and we finally got home.

FuuuuuuHHHHHHHH! punya panjang.. Hahaha.. I don't know why but just read if you have time. Haha.. Please ignore any misspelt words or broken grammar okay?... haha..

Feel free to comment.

Do read my next post. It'll be about the ujian setara, trip to sarawak n sumting else! It'l be LONG!

Well, I've been trying to post something like this for the past few weeks now. I wanna post something about myself. That's rare. Well, it's not actually. Haha. You always see updates from my vox about my miserable or happy day. Maybe now I could post something about me. Haha. I wish that you, my fellow voxers to read til the end and maybe be generous enough to post a comment or two. Here we go.

Lorenzo Hardy Hadymond. That's my name. SOMEONE ciplak( pronounced as cheap-luck) Fergie's Fergalicious into the Lorenzo Song. Haha. Well, I'm proud of my name. It's different. It's not a common name here in Malaysia. Haha.

BUT

Despite my Europian name, I have Japanese or Chinese traits that you can see through my face. Haha. Actually, I think I inherited my anchestors which came from China. I'm not lying. Haha. Wait. I'm saying bad things about myself. Let me try this one more time.

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My name is Lorenzo. I am the one who have this unique look which sometimes come across cute but most of the time plain or ugly - never had it been handsome =( . I have a dimple on my left cheek - i know most of you don't know that right? Haha, because I don't usually smile that big. Haha. Erm, what else can I say about my face? I have a pair of eyes which are not identical in size. I don't have eyelids according to Hakim. I do actually, it's just that it's invisible. Haha. I used to have so many pimple on my face. Right now, my face is pimple free but it's not smooth yet. Haha

Okay, let's talk about my body. I don't usually talk about this but what the heck right? If you look at me, you can see that I'm fat. I have broad shoulder. I have hairy arms. I use to have this birthmark on my left arm. It's still there but now it's not that obvious. Hmmm. I have big thighs and big feet. Im a size 8 or 9 according to the foot size measurer at Bata.

Okay, enough with the physical description. I'm gonna tell you a bit about my personality.

I'm the one who laughs at sensible jokes. I will also laugh at silly jokes or lame jokes, sarcastically. Because I love laughing so much, I tend to crack silly jokes but most of the time my friends will laugh at what I said. I love to gossip. I don't know why. It's just in my nature to talk about other people's life. Haha. If I hate or despite someone so much, you will hear me bad-mouthing that person everytime i see them. I don't really like talking to people who talks about boring stuff especially when I'm not in the mood. I love to tease and to disturb others.

I love to sing. Yes. I do. I sing whenever I feel like singing. I like to hear Music. It's one of the reason I was so successful in PMR. I like to dream, yet I don't like to sleep. I am a gambler, yet I don't have much money. I learn fast but I am a slow interpreter. 

I use to have great faith in God but now I don't. I'm working on my way back to God but it seems so hard. I have a nice girlfriend whom I heart so much. I have great parents who loves me very much although they do irritate me sometimes. I have great siblings that I can talk to anytime. I have great relatives that click with me easily.

I have so many friends of whom not all of them are good ones. I have countable best friends and I have many good friends. My friends know me really well.

I wanna write more but it seems that my mum is getting upset over me "studying" near this laptop, so I guess I'll stop here. I'll update this tomorrow ;).. with color!

Well, I guess most of you my fellow voxers, knows who The Girl is. I am hoping that none of you will go around telling anyone that I am with somebody now. Keep it as a SECRET!. Let the secret reveal itself without having none of you opening your mouth.

Okay. I hope I made it clear. Please, do keep it as a secret.

Anyway, let me write something about what had happened during the Chinese New Year Holiday. I gambled. A LOT!! And thankfully, I won alot too. I came to Terawi Vegas or Las Terawi with only RM3 in my pocket. You see, I am really confident with my capabilities. Don't ever say gambling is not good for you. If your parents or your friends told you that, that's bullshit. Haha. Pardon the language. Gambling is not as bad as you think and certainly not as good as I'll be mentioning. Haha. Apa punya perumpamaan.. Haha. okay, let's continue the story. I came with only RM3 in my pocket. My gambling partners and members are my aunts, uncles and my cousins. I played the game I love so much : Katam-katam, which you must have known by now, after reading my previous post. I think I earn about RM40 from that game. Then, I went on playing cards. Lap Lap Foo, Bongau, Kuah Merah and also 21 or Blackjack. From all of these games, I earned at least RM60. So my total winnings were a lot yeah?. I'm telling you, gambling is so addictive! Once you start, you can't stop. Haha.

For the first time ever, I went to KK with my Sister and we took a bus from Buit Hill (about 500m walk from our house) and took a mini bus from Putatan and finally and stupidly went down at the State Library. Actually, we didn't took bus from Buit Hill, we followed this fellow who seems to drive people, around back and forth from the place we were waiting to Putatan. I love their service! They're very friendly and helpful. I can tell by their Kadazan-ful look, that they are Kadazan. Haha. How stupid was that sentence? Very stupid. Anyway, the guy who drove all the way from the Buit Hill bus stand, gave us directions on where to tahan bus( padahal ketara ba got bus stop sana) and he only charged us RM1 which is 50 cents from each of us. Well, after the quick Kancil ride, me and my sis immediately got up a bus to KK.

On the way, I sms-ed with Jessica and Zeff and also received a phone call from Ray. Oh yeah, I forgot to state that I was going on a date with Her. But on the way, she had to cancel the date because of a reason i cannot state here. Well, I was disappointed but I had to continue on with the plan of watching a movie with Zeff, Jess and Ray.

Anyway, after me and my sis got out of the bus, we payed RM3.60 (RM1.80 each) and went straight to Centre Point, the famous spot for hangout and pilak-sight-seeing. Haha. I met up with Jessica in front of Eatons and waited for Zeff and Ray for about 20 minutes before we finally saw Ray went up the Escalator and Zeff walking out of Eatons holding a book he just bought. Belajar ja ko ni Zeff!

Then, we went straight to the Growball cinema and ordered tickets for the movie Ghostrider. There was an hour more before the movie starts so we went on K-boxing, well, Me and Jess that is. Zeff and Ray weren't being sporting enough to try to belt out even a single song. It was me and Jess all the way. Haha. We sang My heart, Dilema 2003, Senja Nan Merah, Lagu Kadazan, My Humps, Witchdoctor, Semua tentang Kita, Ada apa dengan cinta, and two more songs which I can't really recall. I hope Zeff and Ray enjoyed the torture we gave them. Haha. But seriously, I think me and Jess' voice are not that bad actually. Haha.

After the k-box session, we went on watching Ghostrider. I manage to call my girl just before the movie start to check up on her. Haha. The movie was good! Really good. 3.5 out of 5 stars. But my bladder was bursting during the climax! But I held it and almost ran off the cinema to the toilet, but I didn't. Haha.

After that, I went straight home and to church then after.

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Yesterday (22/2/07) , after the regular school PnP, I stayed back for cocum and more specifically for Chess Club. While staying back, I decided to treat Ray and Diniy food from the canteen. Well, I was making good use of my gambling earnings. Haha. All three of us ordered Ayam Mayonis - RM3 each. The Kakak made us order that. I wanted to order Nasi Goreng Pattaya but I thought why not try something new. After ordering, we stayed at the girl's counter and watched the preparation of the awaited Ayam Mayonis.

The Uncle canteen,the old looking-Pakistani faced Uncle, apparently made the Ayam Mayonis. He hold the sliced chicken in his hands and carefully placed them on the plate using his BARE hands!! We were looking at him in horror and we laughed it off although we knew we were gonna eat those plate of chickens. We were busy bugging out Emarald and Illy who were eating the same menu ahead of us. Eww. Haha. When our plates were done, we quickly finish the dish with Diniy being the first, Ray finished second and me finished third. Haha. It was tasty! Haha.

After that incident, me,Ray and Diniy went to the Hall and played some Badminton. Haha. It was funny running around like a dumb ass. Haha.

I wanted to switch to Badminton, but I'm still on defence. Chess Club will have new t-shirts and that's another reason to stay in that club. Hmmm.

Today must've been the worst day in the history of our BM class with Teacher Fauziah. Hmm. She expect so much from us. Sigh. I don't what else to write.

I hope this is boring and long enough for you Hakim. Haha.

Well, I have been trying to post an update but time haven't been very convinient. I had a great week last week. I finally took the courage to do something I never done before: asking a girl "the question". To those who knows me well and see me everyday, I'm sure you know how happy I am. Anyway, I just post it here in hopes that nobody else wil be reading this except for all the known Voxers in my neighbourhood.

The Chinese New Year Holiday is really enjoyable! Know why? Because I have the chance to gamble! To those who still don't know my favourite past-time activity, It's Gambling. Don't matter how I gamble, it's always about the money. Haha. No bah, I just like hanging around with my relatives and laughing out loud with them especially with my aunts and uncles. I just love that environment.

I received several ang pows from my relatives and my father. Now that I got the money, I'm gonna take her to a movie. Yay! Haha.

Last Week, I got a call from Hitz.Tv. They called to tell me that I won the album of the week( this AOTW was from last year I think). I won Beyonce's album! Yay. Last year I won Madonna's Confession on a Dance Floor Album. And I love it so much. Haha. Ni la ba ni.. Orang sakai kalau nampak CD original. Hahaha.. If you all don't know, I'm actually a collector of RM10 Cd. Haha. The one you buy from Rekod Jaya. The Original one's are so expensive. That's why I say sakai. Haha.

Erm, I don't know what more to post about. I had a fun time last week.

Oh Yeah! I'll be going to Sarawak again this March. Can you believe it? I'll be going to Kuching at the night of the 8th. Meaning I'll be missing the exam papers on the 9th. Shit. Hrmm. My mum is asking Me,my cousin Ian and Sheryl to think about it. The decision is either getting a new plane ticket to fly us immediately after taking the papers on Friday or just follow the Original plan to fly with all of the relatives and take the paper some other day and have no position in class. I'm okay with both decision. I'm waitiing for my cousin's answer. You see, we're all in this together (together,together,together) Hahaha. That's it la.

Well, I have nothing more to say. I will update soon. Very soon. Maybe not that soon but there will be an update before February end. Haha. Soon konon.

Had a very fun day yesterday. Except for a little drama. Again. I enjoyed the presence of a new surrounding. Many friends that I have seen everyday but haven't got the chance to talk to them again. These friends are Carmen, Anthea, Cherrie Pookie ( her name is so .... pookielicious!), Chan, and some Makmurians( which I do talk to everyday).

Anyway, we had some sights of the GAY boy who walked around - always 50m close to us. Haha. Well, the boy is really Gay u know. He had touch my back and my thigh during Sports. And i though I was the only one. NO. Alvin was also a victim of this gay boy's molesting hands. But Alvin's case is worse. The Gay Boy wanna open his clothes. I mean He want to unbutton Alvin's shirt. So Gay man..

We did many CraZey things yesterday. But first.

I LOST CHESS TO AGNES CHONG TZIN MEE!! TWICE!!.

Hahaha.. And I won once. Only. Well, let's move on. Sob Sob Sob.
Anthea was so crazy yesterday. Her laugh was so cute that I wanted to slap her out of it. Haha. Her pencil case is so Soft.. hahaha. Anthea! You were so crazy yesterday. I mean, We were crazy. Haha. I can't believe I ran around to hold your bag down. And then outside the school we were so childish. Sexual Harashing the leaves of the plants and throwing the leaves to each other. Haha. And Agnes wouldn't stop with her Breast thingy. "Ray, your nenen like my sister.. " Hahahahaha. Oh my, I can't stop laughing.

And thanks to Miss Chong, I found myself using the rude words(according to Cherrie Pookie) - Fuck. Haha. Cherrie said use " Waterfall" instead of "What the Fuck" haha. Cherrie is so funny.
I still can't help laughing out loud. So funny.

Well, there was drama in school. I seriously hate it. Really. I mean it'sgoing over the top already. I won't say it here. I'm just pissed off. It will be posted Soon.

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9/02/07

Today was so boring. I told Jes and Erin one of my secret. I hope they understand. Haha. Being outside the hall was so boring. Nobody to talk to. Kenneth was not even talking. Then we went to the toilet together. We(Me and Kenneth) went pass three girls who said that "Mesti ada pass dulu kalau mau pi tandas" then I said" Ala.. Kami sudah tanya cikgu" The pengawas said " Cikgu sepa" I said " Uztazah sumting" then they said " Dia cakap boleh ka" Then I said " Ya." Then the girls let us pass "Ba, pigilah." Haha. Oh my. I can't believe I lied my way to the toilet. Haha. I must seriously repent. Haha. Auntie tandas are both so funny. They made fun of somebody. I won't put name here. But auntie was so funny. Eh, By the way, Auntie tandas are selling Starfruit also. Haha. Advance sudah aunty tandas kan. I'm so gonna miss them when I leave school.

What more to say. Erm. Hakim brought two fish to the class. He named them "Aleviana" and "Ameliana". It's from Alvin and Ameline's name. Hahaha. So funny. The fishes were forced to live in the small glass bowl. Pity them. But I like to disturb the peaceful atmosphere the fishes are living in. Haha. I keep on tapping the glass bowl and they would run and bump into each other. So cute. Zeff was being so protective of the fish but there's no stopping me! Haha.

Suddenly I feel so depress and lonely. I feel that there is an empty void inside of me. I can't really take deep breath. That's a big sign that I'm depress.

Anyway, next week is Valentine's Day. I'm gonna send Valentine messages to all that I had crush on before. That includes the girl I saw last time. Yay,

Well. That's all I can say. I really hope for the better changing of this wrecked self. I bruise easily.